Of course.. I'd talk about it right now, even, if I just could.

[ It's honestly the shittiest part about all of this. It might still have hurt if she knew the reason as to why she felt this way - depending on what said reason was - but she sure would have felt a lot better if she could at least explain to him what the problem is instead of feeling guilty for keeping him hanging.

It's why her voice still sounds a little raw as she talks. She can't quite shake this feeling off that easily. ]

I just.. I just hope it's not too awkward or painful for you.